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[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Who: Lacerta!
Where: their dorm
When: Day 144, post-game
What: MEEEEEEMORIES!


Hmmm, how about, Razzy first? Since it's her first one and all!

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[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

People like that, they can really mess everything up, huh?

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

No kidding. . .

I'm really sorry, Aeris. That's just. . . something like that should never happen.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

[ffffinally sitting back down]


Cloud's the one really suffering for it now.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

Even if that was true, you love him.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Of course I do. I guess, back then, maybe things were too complicated to really say for sure, but I know it's definitely true.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Sometimes I wonder, I came all this way for him, but can I really help him at all? Unless I can get inside his heart again and fight her there. Even so, I don't know if in this place, I'm really stronger than her.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .

Does that really matter? Even if you're not stronger than her at all, and things look really bad and you don't know what to do. . . giving up isn't an option, right?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

No, it's not.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .

Geez, you always smile like that these days.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

. . . Sorry.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

I just don't know what to say to it. Should I say anything?. . . I don't know what I should do.

You hide a lot, but it's not like you were trained to pretend it's not happening like Red does.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

. . . I guess I do.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .

Why is that?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Well, maybe . . . I'm just used to it? I guess that's not really a good answer.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

You weren't used to it before. . . so I wonder if you "remembered" being used to it. . .

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

A little of that, I think.


You know, back then, I never had anyone like Lacerta.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .Like us?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

No one . . . this close.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .[nods]

Yeah. . .

There's no real reason to hide something so big from us, is there?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Huh?

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

There's never been anyone so close... I feel like that too.

But somehow I don't tell you a lot. I feel like it's enough. Like I don't want to talk about my life anymore. I stopped thinking it was just a given that I could trust you with anything, and started thinking it'd be better if I kept my mouth shut.

Do you think there's any real reason I should feel that way?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

What? No! You should be able to tell me anything.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

I know. . . even when I thought I was dead, you helped me and we complained together and you stole my food. Nobody gets babied here... it's not like we think we're weak when we learn something terrible.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Mm, exactly. So, anything, Allen . . .