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[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Who: Lacerta!
Where: their dorm
When: Day 144, post-game
What: MEEEEEEMORIES!


Hmmm, how about, Razzy first? Since it's her first one and all!

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[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .

Geez, you always smile like that these days.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

. . . Sorry.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

I just don't know what to say to it. Should I say anything?. . . I don't know what I should do.

You hide a lot, but it's not like you were trained to pretend it's not happening like Red does.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

. . . I guess I do.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .

Why is that?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Well, maybe . . . I'm just used to it? I guess that's not really a good answer.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

You weren't used to it before. . . so I wonder if you "remembered" being used to it. . .

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

A little of that, I think.


You know, back then, I never had anyone like Lacerta.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .Like us?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

No one . . . this close.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

. . .[nods]

Yeah. . .

There's no real reason to hide something so big from us, is there?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Huh?

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

There's never been anyone so close... I feel like that too.

But somehow I don't tell you a lot. I feel like it's enough. Like I don't want to talk about my life anymore. I stopped thinking it was just a given that I could trust you with anything, and started thinking it'd be better if I kept my mouth shut.

Do you think there's any real reason I should feel that way?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

What? No! You should be able to tell me anything.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

I know. . . even when I thought I was dead, you helped me and we complained together and you stole my food. Nobody gets babied here... it's not like we think we're weak when we learn something terrible.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Mm, exactly. So, anything, Allen . . .

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

So how come you hid that you were dead for so long?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

[ffffffffffffffff] T-that's . . .

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

What was the reason?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Well, I didn't want to talk about it at all, really. But, the reason? Maybe . . .

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

I get not wanting to talk about it! But you kept the worst thing a secret for that long!

I've known you did that for weeks and I've had no idea how to even ask you why, the longer and longer it went on.

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

I wasn't hiding it! I just . . . I didn't want to say.

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

Isn't it hiding it after a month?

[pushesdaisies.insanejournal.com]

Mm. . .

[pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com]

Even longer than that. . .

I wouldn't have made you talk about it. I wouldn't have made you do anything.

You could have told me. You should have told me. Told any of us. Told Spock! If we're closer than anyone, why can't you say something that important?