http://thegooddouche.insanejournal.com/ ([identity profile] thegooddouche.insanejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] slt_archive2010-07-04 06:00 pm

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Who: idk!!
Where: Outside the Pygnus area
When: Day 145, Morning (...after Dinobird has fled)
What: some dude in red EXPLORING

Huh. So where are these Judges. . .?

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
[I... I don't know what to make of you anymore]

Any time is probably too long. I can't even stand to look at it.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 10:25 am (UTC)(link)
[nods]

I forgot what he looked like with blond hair.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 10:40 am (UTC)(link)
It--it doesn't matter! I don't want to talk about that stupid rock anymore. If he even thinks of going back there, I'll hit him at least fifty times, without holding back!

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 11:36 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. This. Um... you. You're being all...

[fffidget]

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

I don't dislike you at all, Dove. I wouldn't be pushing it but. . . he's important to me.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm not stopping you. If you make Miranda-chan happy, and you make him happy, then it's fine.

I just... don't understand you, that's all.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .What is hard to understand?

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
...I don't want to start another fight right now.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .


Sorry... I don't want to fight either.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
But that's how it always turns out. I'm really no good at talking, or being likeable.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .

If neither of us want to fight, I think we'll manage.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
. . . I mess up a lot of things. I messed up with you. But I really. . . regret it.

Though I know that's not really my place. But it wasn't any fault of yours.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... that's...

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[...sniffs danger danger incoming tears]

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh god I hope Blood is distracted]

--I'm sorry.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
This is so stupid! Something like that... it was all I really wanted to hear in the first place!

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I wanted it to matter. Maybe that's selfish or childish, but that's just how I felt. It felt so wrong and awful the way things happened but it seemed like everyone just carried on like nothing even happened, or we'd done something wrong, or it should have happened, and it was scary...

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .No, that's not-- that's not childish at all. I never ever thought it didn't matter, you didn't do anything wrong. Giving reasons like I did, I never... not once did I mean it like an excuse that made it okay. I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything's such a mess now.