http://thegooddouche.insanejournal.com/ ([identity profile] thegooddouche.insanejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] slt_archive2010-07-04 06:00 pm
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Who: idk!!
Where: Outside the Pygnus area
When: Day 145, Morning (...after Dinobird has fled)
What: some dude in red EXPLORING

Huh. So where are these Judges. . .?
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[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .


Sorry... I don't want to fight either.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
But that's how it always turns out. I'm really no good at talking, or being likeable.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .

If neither of us want to fight, I think we'll manage.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
. . . I mess up a lot of things. I messed up with you. But I really. . . regret it.

Though I know that's not really my place. But it wasn't any fault of yours.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... that's...

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[...sniffs danger danger incoming tears]

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh god I hope Blood is distracted]

--I'm sorry.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
This is so stupid! Something like that... it was all I really wanted to hear in the first place!

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I wanted it to matter. Maybe that's selfish or childish, but that's just how I felt. It felt so wrong and awful the way things happened but it seemed like everyone just carried on like nothing even happened, or we'd done something wrong, or it should have happened, and it was scary...

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .No, that's not-- that's not childish at all. I never ever thought it didn't matter, you didn't do anything wrong. Giving reasons like I did, I never... not once did I mean it like an excuse that made it okay. I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything's such a mess now.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
To be a mess. Feeling lonely or scared. Having regrets and big fights and making huge mistakes. We're just humans. I don't think it's stupid at all.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
...That's what being 'normal' means. I don't know... if it's something we're really allowed to do.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Doing things for the good of everyone and being true to your feelings are sometimes very different things.

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-05 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
. . .

That's true. And sometimes you fail or succeed. And the stakes can be pretty high here.

Aah, tomorrow always comes.

[identity profile] doomclocked.insanejournal.com 2010-07-06 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
[...shifts uneasily]

Um... what now?

[identity profile] pierrotdetous.insanejournal.com 2010-07-06 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

Ah. . . well. . .

Let's not fight?
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