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slt_archive2011-07-31 09:26 pm
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Entry tags:
- !days 250-259,
- adachi emiri,
- akin iyapo shing kaalnikanjlo,
- allen walker,
- amy pond,
- apollo justice,
- aragaki shinjiro,
- ashikawa mitsuru,
- charles xavier,
- chrono,
- claude c. kenni,
- danielle 'dani' phantom,
- edward elric,
- excel,
- gokudera hayato,
- hattori heiji,
- impmon,
- jace beleren,
- jake berenson,
- johnny rayflo,
- kanou taisuke,
- kiryuu zero,
- kudo shinichi,
- kuroba kaito,
- kurosaki tasuku,
- lady,
- lulu,
- minami ikki,
- nakayama yayoi,
- rabi,
- raenef,
- rolo lamperouge,
- rory pond,
- shinonome kon,
- sion astal,
- sumeragi kururu,
- syaoran,
- takizawa yuta,
- tazendra,
- tifa lockhart,
- uchiha itachi,
- wanijima akito,
- wanijima kaito,
- watanuki kimihiro,
- yuffie kisaragi,
- zexion,
- {charles j. krishund},
- {doumeki shizuka},
- {emil castagnier},
- {kohaku},
- {mikura kazuma},
- {nicholas d. wolfwood},
- {rapunzel},
- {raven},
- {tsuchimiya kagura},
- {{{akatsuki chika}}},
- ~{mirror}
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Who: All the good little anti-entropy engine girls and boys and others
Where: On the way back towards the dorms
When: Day 258, evening, so very shortly after Good Ends
What:
[As the festivities end and it’s time to head back to dorms, there seems to hang an uneasy feeling that has nothing to do with bittersweet goodbyes. The particularly astute may notice an uncomfortable stillness about; not a living thing is out and active, save the Blanks. Even the river seems stilled, as if holding its breath. The more sensitive can probably feel it coming, whatever it is. Even the insensitive may find something about the walk home distasteful.]
Where: On the way back towards the dorms
When: Day 258, evening, so very shortly after Good Ends
What:
[As the festivities end and it’s time to head back to dorms, there seems to hang an uneasy feeling that has nothing to do with bittersweet goodbyes. The particularly astute may notice an uncomfortable stillness about; not a living thing is out and active, save the Blanks. Even the river seems stilled, as if holding its breath. The more sensitive can probably feel it coming, whatever it is. Even the insensitive may find something about the walk home distasteful.]
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[sits back]
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If he's going to offer me anything, I can't just reject it...
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I'm just... frightened, of pushing him away by getting too hot or too cold, because... he's already doing these things that move away from me -- like... becoming a vampire, obviously, he didn't do that to separate himself from me... but it's one more step away from me. It didn't have anything to do with me, but that's just it. He won't consider me. His life won't... have anything to do with me. It's one more place I can't touch. If things are that fragile already, then if I make him pull away too far... I feel like I'll lose my only family. But ... you're right, that he can do this indefinitely... and I can't. Trying is only losing.
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You've grown up a bit.
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...A little... I remember dying, so ...I've had to go somewhere from there, at least...
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Have you thought about not following Kitten for the rest of your new life?
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...I can't ...I couldn't leave him... even if he left me. Brother's really the only thing I actually love.
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The unrequited love is a really merciless master.
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You might not believe this, but Rolo can do anything he wants. Including finding his own life. And finding a new love.
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[pet]
I mean wants what you want to give. I don't doubt at all that he loves you, and wants you to love him. But isn't it true that you're always going to be second fiddle? Or third?
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Yes, it's true.
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I just want to be as important to Brother as he is to me, but that's impossible, so... like you say...
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Not liking people is a kink.
[drums fingers on your head =|a]
You got any friends?
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I don't know what you mean, a kink. A hitch, or erotic? [cranky]
...There's Lulu, I guess. She's not so bad. And I have my brother.
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Here's what I don't get. If people are so hard for you, why Kitten?
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