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Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvress
When: Day 295, post-game
What: after game cuddlepile

[Four revived-but-not-completely-healed Corvi and a bitten-but-not-bleeding survived Lynx coming back from the Arena. Everything is terrible and everything hurts, but at least we got memories.]

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[touches the back of one hand with his gloved fingertips]

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[. . . flexes his fingers, looking up at Yoi-te curiously]

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But you still asked me to...

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. . . live.

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Why...?

[nindifference.insanejournal.com]

. . . because.

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Because?

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. . . you . . . love me . . .?

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To live for Miharu, instead of erasing Yoi-te for Yoi-te...

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. . .

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[reaches for Miharu's face]

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[. . . hesitantly leans into the touch]

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[tilting his head to look into his eyes]

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[. . . makes a tiny noise, staring back at him]

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[s-searching his gaze, apparently somewhere between anxious and terrified]

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What . . .?

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I once forced you to watch me kill a man to make a point. I lied to you and convinced you I'd kill your friends if you didn't help me. I've murdered over and over. Do you want someone like that to live with you?

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I . . . but . . . I—

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Do you want that... Miharu?

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. . . I'm selfish.

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[silent, searching his face]

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[looks hella scared, to be honest]

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I...


[...tearing up, turns his face away]

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. . .

[reaches out for him, fingers curling against his cheek]

What—?

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[starting to cry, reaching up with a shaking hand to cradle Miharu's hand to his cheek] I wa...nt...