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Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvress
When: Day 295, post-game
What: after game cuddlepile

[Four revived-but-not-completely-healed Corvi and a bitten-but-not-bleeding survived Lynx coming back from the Arena. Everything is terrible and everything hurts, but at least we got memories.]

Comments

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I don't know anything.

[zeromemories.insanejournal.com]

What?

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

About anything.

You're right. I'm terrified.

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Ah, but at least, if you're terrified in love, you're not alone. There's another person that's just as lost as you.

. . . I don't know if that's reassuring or not. But that's just sort of how it is.

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[dubious look...]

[zeromemories.insanejournal.com]

Hahaha. It's worth it, though.

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You and Sunny are a bit different...

[zeromemories.insanejournal.com]

Different?

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You're both adults with ...some idea of how these things go... and have felt it before... a little different?

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It's still utterly terrifying.

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[that isn't reassuring]

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But just think about him . . .

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...?

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Is it worth it?

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I just want whatever future he can smile in...

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He's told you what he wants.

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[squeezes his eyes shut, wincing]

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[lightly]

Come here . . .?

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[shifts closer...]

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[holds a hand out to him, palm up]

I won't bite.

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[takes his hand...]

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[squeezes it]

I'm very grateful to have met you, and wouldn't ever want to lose you. I'm sure Miharu feels the same.

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That's...

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. . .

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I want to lose me.