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[blue_mind_group.insanejournal.com]

Who: Canis, a lot of dead people, anyone else
Where: Common area near Lacanis dorms
When: Day 147, postgame
What: Lizards On Ice The morbidest ice-capades serious business

*a mind mage, his team and anyone who wants to help are laying out frozen bodies in a common area, with as much dignity as they can manage.*

Right. I guess we need to get someone's attention.

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[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

[deep breath--------









--and pulling you into a hugcling]

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

!!

[hesitates, then shakily wraps his arms around Syaoran. buries his face in Syaoran's shoulder.]

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

[you were dead and i lost you and it was awful]

[not letting go sry]

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[sokay, not letting go here either]

I-I really died...

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...Mm.

I'm sorry.

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

I-it's not your fault. It's ... it's this place, it's everything we're doing here.

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[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

What do you mean...?

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

W-we didn't even have a chance. We were just sent in there to die.

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[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

I know.

...It wasn't fair.

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[nods]

W-what were we even supposed do to avoid it? Not give up in that game? Nobody would have done anything if Razzy hadn't offered!

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

[>||]

What was the point in having us play a game we couldn't win?

She was not even the only one. Canis and Cepheus and Orion gave up too. So why single out Lacerta?

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

E-exactly! We didn't ... we didn't do anything wrong! I-it would have been better if we'd never gone to that game at all!

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...

I'm sorry. It shouldn't have happened. It wasn't right.

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[n-nods]

Nothing here is right. Even us, with what we do in games ... what's the point?

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...For you to come here... for you to give up your precious memories... you must have a very important wish.

If you give up, the Judges win, and you lose that wish -- and you lose yourself.

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

I'm losing myself as it is.

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

[shakes his head]

You are still you. And I refuse to leave you. So please don't give up...

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

........

[ssssob just. leans against.]

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[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

[holds onto, but very gently this time]

Re: [REVIVALS]

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

I-I'm trying. But I don't know what to do.

Re: [REVIVALS]

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

You're not alone. So you don't need to face that alone.

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[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

Having someone else around just gets them hurt too.

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[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

What do you mean?

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[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

You got hurt when I died, right? And Sakura-chan's crying over us being hurt. All of Lacerta got killed because one of us "broke the rules."

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[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

When you care for someone, you are risking the pain of losing them. But if you cared for no one, it would be too lonely.

And what happened to Lacerta was this place. It was senseless. There was no reason beyond simple cruelty.