http://devilishfiend.insanejournal.com/ ([identity profile] devilishfiend.insanejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] slt_archive2011-12-05 01:26 am

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Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvress
When: Day 295, post-game
What: after game cuddlepile

[Four revived-but-not-completely-healed Corvi and a bitten-but-not-bleeding survived Lynx coming back from the Arena. Everything is terrible and everything hurts, but at least we got memories.]

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[my feelings are so exhausted right now]

Hey, Night.

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[there were hugs and everything. it was awkward and beautiful]

Doing all right? 'sides...

[hand. waves at wounded teammates]

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
There's some... things. On my mind.

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:37 pm (UTC)(link)
... oh. Those things.

[awk. ward?]

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
W-wait, what things... what are you thinking I-?

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[OLDER BROTHER INTUITION]

... okay, spill.

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:49 pm (UTC)(link)
No, it's, there's nothing like that, I just... he knows... how I feel about him? But I...

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Not sure if he likes you back?

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:52 pm (UTC)(link)
N-no, it's not... you remember, my body isn't... I'm not a good option for a relationship. I'd rather it just be... not like that, even if he did feel that back. But. I don't know how to...discuss... I can't, it's embarrassing....

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
... okay. Yeah. I can see how that could be... awkward.

But. Seriously. Just. Be honest and. Do whatever feels good if the guy's interested.

[seriously. has been outside his own comfort zone about. that area of things]

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
No, that's not -- I don't -- it wouldn't be a problem, but he wants me to live with him instead of... not living, so someday it might come up and... he doesn't know, and I can't -- talking about it is... I don't know what to say...

[just covers his face]

Never mind...

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[... reaches over for hat-flick]

Dude, calm down. Breathe.

If anything, if that sort of thing does happen, a lot of people here'll be happy for ya. And relieved. And about that part... just. I dunno. Invite him over for a bath? You gotta figure that part out with him, at least.

Might surprise ya.

And hey, I can get people out and hunting or something if ya want some privacy with him.

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I mean, I don't know how to tell him I'm not -- it can't be like that. That's what I mean.

Maybe I should ask Royal instead...

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I'm no good for the... delicate things. That was always Sam's gig.

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 01:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. He was always better at that.

[identity profile] crossboundaries.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I can ask Royal, maybe. I don't want to talk about... that... but he's in a relationship so he might know more of what to...say ... to not be in one...?

I remember my brother too... did I mention?

[identity profile] sonuva_gun.insanejournal.com 2011-12-05 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
No, you didn't.

[but considering your life was crap, not sure if this is a good thing or not]