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[devilishfiend.insanejournal.com]

Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvress
When: Day 295, post-game
What: after game cuddlepile

[Four revived-but-not-completely-healed Corvi and a bitten-but-not-bleeding survived Lynx coming back from the Arena. Everything is terrible and everything hurts, but at least we got memories.]

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[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

And then no heal after-? But...

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

The Judge was being sadistic.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

[nods slowly] ...Mm. It's happened before.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

...deaths without even a real fighting chance?

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

Yes... you don't remember?

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

...no. Did no one explain that yet?

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

...No...

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

[...fun.]

I took a memory and it did something strange. I can only remember the first twelve of Lyvus clearly and I can't remember any days clearly after our first memory taking. It's all fuzzy.

And from my perspective, 'Rory' is an insane figment from a curse from the gods, but I've been led to believe that's not the case somehow.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

...

That's no good...

Have you talked to your girlfriend about this-?

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

[Girlfriend...] Do you mean Amy? I thought she was Rory's fiance.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

Yes, that.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

She just insisted I was Rory and her fiance when I met her after the Heart Game.

And could...remember Rory this time around. Which I still don't understand, she didn't know who I was at all from my memories even though I could recognize her.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

He said something before... about his existence disappearing, and that changing things for his world? I don't... remember the details.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

...

The man. The Doctor. I remember talking to him. Well, I remember talking to him and thinking I was actually Rory. [Which he is dubious about.]

He was talking about...cracks in time, in the universe and that somehow made it so I was never born.

Which is ridiculous. I was born, I had a life. Rory is... [A long pause.] Was....supposed to be a dream. [Rubs at his head.] I don't really understand it. It sounded insane, and with Amy not remembering, I thought it was some figment and the man was just crazy, but with everyone reacting here and that woman...

[He's not so sure.]

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

Maybe you're both real.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

...who knows. I really can't say, but it's obvious that Rory is greatly missed.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

He's... important family to the people here.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

Yes. That much...was quite obvious by the horrified looks when everyone realized the problem.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

Does it upset you-?

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

... [A short chuckle.] It really doesn't matter if it does, does it?

If it stays like this, 'Rory' will disappear. And I won't do that to my team.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

You're both...real. And you're fighting hard for Lyvus.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

...

Yes. That's why I'm all right taking this sort of risk. That guy is still going to try and take care of everyone. No matter what, someone is looking out for you.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

...? I don't understand.

[lone_centurion.insanejournal.com]

Things are still fuzzy, not a complete and utter blank. I am sort of hoping there's some coexistence thing he had managed that I can't remember because everything that's 'him' got...messed with.

[crossboundaries.insanejournal.com]

[nods....]

I don't think we'd be satisfied losing either person who had lived with us...?