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[getto_daze.insanejournal.com]

Who: Lightning Rod!11
Where: Lacerta!!11
When: Day 217, Afternoon!!11
What: !!!!1111one

[AFTER CHECKING ON DOLPHINS gosh this sure seems like a good time to go check on his FAAAAAAAAAVORITE LIZARDS--]

[only BAM. One second you see him running head first to their dorm, the next second he's bouncing waaay back into a pile of rocks]

[wat is this trickery \e_e/]

--what the heck was that?!

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[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[a bit relieved at that]

Oh! Well, that's easy. Figure out something that needs doing in the dorm, and learn how to help.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...Mm.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

If you want, you can help me in the kitchen more. I always need extra hands, and you're a good cook.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

No thank you.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

Ah ... all right. There's always cleaning, then. And I was thinking about going to Ophiuchus for some bolts of cloth. We could sew some nice decorations for our new dorms.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

[shakes his head]

No.

Your 'peaceful home' is how you can support your team. I never intended to take that away from you.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[???]

Don't think of it like that. I don't mind if it's something I can do to help Syaoran feel peaceful as well.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

I know you wouldn't. It's alright.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

...

Then ... I don't know. Ask the other fighters in Cepheus, I guess. There has to be something that only you can do.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

"Only me"?

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

Of course. Some way you fit in with the others. Even if it's a skill that technically someone else can do ...

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...There's nothing that Cepheus is lacking.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[shakes his head]

There has to be something. I know there is.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

Please believe it. If nothing else, you saved your team during the Mirror game, didn't you?

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...

What... what do you mean? In the last game?

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[nods]

You took the maim for them. It would have been much worse if she'd gotten her hands on anyone else.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...

We didn't win because of me. If it had been my choice alone... we definitely would have lost.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

Then you protected them. Even simple things like that help.

[ppppause]

Not -- not that you should take the damage for the team like that all the time! You're worth more than that!

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

––No, I didn't. Ace and Red did that. The only thing that I did in that game that came even close to protecting anyone... was just like you said.

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

[dangerrrr]

In that one instance then. Y-you shouldn't sacrifice yourself in general!

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

Then what makes 'that one instance' right? When is it wrong?

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

It depends on the situation. I can't tell -- I'm not good at judging that. You have a much better head for dangerous things than I do.

[time_andagain.insanejournal.com]

...I don't think I do.

Did you know that I failed to save Sakura in your heart? And not only that, but I made her cry. And I made her feel worthless. She said that she could not even face us.

I can't protect anything. I can stand in the way of an attack, but that still...

[ghostduster.insanejournal.com]

Syaoran ...